Get away


I've been on hiatus. While others take a vacation, this summer has been a more soul-searching venture for me. Blogging, like for many people this time of year - sits backstage. I've been doing hours of sketching and thinking, mulling and ruminating. Mostly evaluating my need for goals, purpose, and true intention. Basically it's me trying to come to terms with my lack of self investment in every area of my life. I need to decide what it is that I want (opposed to expect) for my life. I'm just wondering what that might be.

The past week, in a NUTShell...

Life has been sooo ridiculous. I've had 3 perfectly good post entries gobbled up, I lost an entire digital diary (including all my custom lists and need to knows in it), MS-crapin'-N Instant Messenger won't work today, plus I keep getting these revelations about past events and feel uber stupid that they occur to me now. Oh, and I've been choking on Teflon pan fumes for the last hour because I'm such a dumb ass. I just feel bloody crazy and perfectly mad right now...
Dang, I am so very-extraordinary
PISSED OFF!!